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Where do we get our Christmas traditions? What is the History of Christmas? When was Jesus really born? Did the disciples celebrate Christmas? Why do we put up Christmas trees? Christmas lights? And give gifts to everyone we know?

(Interesting that Jesus overturned the tables of the moneychangers in the temple saying His Father’s House would be a House of Prayer, and we have turned the celebration of His birth into the most commercialized tradition, ever!).

babyjesus2These are questions asked by many believers that get the sense that this traditional celebration called ‘Christmas’ is somehow not the truth. There are some who want to know the truth and boldly forge ahead to either study it out in scripture and find out for themselves or seek until they find writings by others that have studied the scriptures and provided evidence to dispel the myth.

I wish I had more fortitude to intricately study the scriptures and delve into their Greek and Hebrew origins, but I don’t have the patience for such a commendable task. Truthfully, I didn’t think I wanted to know the truth about Christmas either. Not because I enjoy a life of delusion and lies, but because I would feel responsible for the truth I knew.

Are you like that? You want to know, but you don’t want to know?

Well, sure enough, Christmas and the rituals we commence in its celebration, are not biblical, scriptural, holy or correct. I am providing links to others that I have read to better learn and understand these things. Read them yourselves or do your own searching. Do not take my word for it.

Although I know by these evidences the Christmas celebration is not legit, I have a family (mostly non-believers) that celebrate it quite heartily. It is that time to get together with family you don’t see the rest of the year, it’s about the festive smells of cinnamon and baking, the twinkling lights, pretty music and giving gifts, especially to the children, right?

Knowing what I know makes this very uncomfortable, to say the least. My loyalty, and love is for the Lord and His truth, and I am to be an expression of His love as well. It gets dicey when having to draw the proverbial line in the sand between holy and unholy, only because to be legalistic is death, not life, therefore not love. The celebration does not mean to me what it does to my family, but I’m not to be ‘absent’ while with them as though to be there and with them is painful. That’s just rude.

star2-copyEverything Jesus did was in Love. He was the Life and He did all things by the Holy Spirit, therefore all He did and said was Holy. He did nothing legalistically. Though the ‘Law’ was written on His heart as it is to become written on ours, He also knew the Father’s heart and the Father’s ways. I’m still in that growth process and am a little hazy on how to handle the Christmas holiday with my family and unbelieving friends.

If anyone has been through this with the Holy Spirit leading and instructing them in the Way of this, please share with the rest of us.

Below are the links I am providing to other teachings on this subject.

This is a blog post by Joseph Herrin on the subject of the fallacy of Christmas, called ‘Divorced from Truth – Part 6’. http://parablesblog.blogspot.com/

He also has an article on his website, called ‘Removing the High Places’ that goes into much more depth here. http://www.heart4god.ws/id585.htm

This link is to Stephen Jones’ website and his work titled “When Really Was Jesus Born”. You can read it online or download a PDF version.

http://www.gods-kingdom-ministries.org/when_really_was_jesus_born.htm

Another link that I actually think is a MUST READ, is something written by a friend of mine a few years ago. He speaks more of the spirit of love we are to have, both the Love for Christ and the love we are to have towards others.

http://www.kingdomgospel.net/publications/should_believers_celebrate_christmas.htm

I found more websites with information on the truth about the birth of Christ and Christmas rituals and customs and their origins, but I quickly became sick with heaviness from the spirit of judgment, legalism and downright ‘hate’ exuding from these sites.

To heed anything, even doctrinal truth, from a spirit of hate and judgment towards those lost in darkness, was exactly the opposite of what spirit we are to be of, so I couldn’t even read them to sift through them and list any more for you. Search them out for yourselves if you wish.

But no matter what you read or hear, even scripture, please read prayerfully. Guard your own hearts against the hate and judgment that separates. Ours is a ministry of reconciliation and love. May the Holy Spirit lead you into all truth.

The way of the cross is the only way to go – to die.

Jesus went the way of the cross. He said we are to follow Him. He told us to take up our own cross and follow Him.

What do most people think taking up their cross means? What do you think it means?cross21

  • believing in Jesus
  • believing you sinned
  • believing Jesus died for your sins
  • being baptised in His name
  • being baptised in the Holy Spirit
  • etc
  • etc

No. It isn’t these at all.

To take up our cross and follow Christ (as the Holy Spirit leads us – into all TRUTH) is to suffer the loss of our own nature through a process much similar to how Jesus suffered on His way to the cross as a sacrifice for us.

Obviously it is unique to everyone and ordered specifically by Father himself, for our benefit. In fact, for our glory.

The process is one of our dying as a seed in the ground, just as Jesus’ parable depicted He was a seed that would be fruitful by dying as a seed in the ground. As we go through a process of death, our self dies to all the bonds that the natural world has on us by way of our nature, our sinful nature, our human nature. The pure and holy seed which is Christ (a spiritual nature), within us grows through this process and we become less like ourselves (carnal) and more like Him. Thereby growing up into His likeness. Hereby becoming a NEW CREATION as Godlike in a human form, just as Jesus was the FIRST of many brethren.

As I mentioned in the previous post, putting off or dying to our sinful nature though, also includes dying to the ‘good’ of that nature. That’s because abiding in the tree of knowledge of good and evil, which we do very naturally, is carnal and of a double mindedness. It is not Holy.

Too many believers think that it is enough to be Good. It is NOT. We must become HOLY just as He is Holy. And this is not something we can decide to do starting today, as though it were a New Year’s resolution. This is a process of putting our hearts, lives and desires on the altar of sacrifice and the refiner’s fire of heaven coming down to consume it until only ashes are left.

In some extremely difficult situations I have found myself in, I have pleaded to the Father for deliverance from them. I have begged and pleaded in emotional pain and agony that He have mercy on me and change my circumstances. But I have found one way of the Lord in this way of the Cross, was to let me beg, plead, and cry out until I was so utterly spent the only thing left was to put all that it was to me on my own little altar and say “Father, I give it all to you. Do with it whatever you will. Your will, not mine, be done.” At that point He has something to work with.path11

My carnal reasoning struggles with every possible scenario and solution and outcome to my circumstances until it has exhausted itself so completely it has no further energy, in it’s own life and strength, to keep fighting back.

Like Job, we must learn to not turn away from the Lord here. This is vital. Our faith grows if we can hang on a little longer and not forsake the profession of our faith. God gives and He takes away, blessed be the Lord.

There are not many people willing to go through this. The cross is foolishness to them that are perishing (everyone that doesn’t understand that God has purposed these things that we may become holy as He is holy).

So what is the Way of the Cross?

  • it is death to our sinful nature
  • it is also death to the ‘good’ of our nature
  • it is life to Christ within us
  • it is not something we can do ourselves
  • it is not a process we can truly understand
  • it is for our glory
  • it is as John the Baptist said “He must increase, I must decrease.”
  • it is life by death and the ONLY way we become Christ like and Holy as He is Holy.
  • it is an individual process, the church can’t take you there

Good deeds, giving of ourselves to worthwhile causes, tithing, providing for children in third world countries, not murdering, lying and maintaining flawless church attendance are not the ways in which we ‘get to heaven’.

We are seated with Christ in the heavenlies if and when in the ‘eating of Him as our bread’ He is assimilated into our being as a growing Holy seed.

Religion and religious practices can not live through the way of the cross. The cross will devour any and all man made laws that the Spirit of God may become the true fulfillment of God’s law as it is written on your heart.


What Every Believer Must Know About The Way Of The Cross – Part 1

If you read The Harness of the Lord, you’ll see (if you didn’t know this already), that some people move on further in their relationship with Christ than do many people that are just ‘saved’.

worship12In the ‘just saved’ level, there are numerous freedoms. Which church you’ll go to, what Bible school, which job, who you’ll minister to, and so on. As the Holy Spirit begins to lead you though, you don’t have those same freedoms. Progressing on, which can go for many years, He will require stricter and stricter obedience – if you submit.

When I started this blog and was trying to choose a name ‘girl, apprehended’ popped into my head from who-knows-where and I couldn’t shake it (hard as I actually tried). Nothing else seemed right. I believe this was the Father’s choice. By the spirit I was restrained from anything else, not forcibly, but guided by the spirit in my seeking after Him.

To be ‘apprehended’ is to me to be beyond the point of no return in a sense. It is NEVER an issue any longer of my falling away, or not knowing if I am baptised in the Holy Spirit, or wonder if I have ever heard His voice. All of this has been established. He has clearly apprehended me and now, like the scripture above says, it is time I am to apprehend that for which I have been apprehended.

Just like those that see themselves as saved from sin (Jesus died on the cross so they don’t have to) and they stay there, so do many that come as far as having it established in them that they are born of His spirit, and hear His voice. But they too must go further than this. There is ALWAYS further to go. Not even Paul had arrived and He has done far more by the spirit than any other Christian I know so far.

We must be willing to go further on. We must ask to go further on, seek to go further on and knock to go further on. This is the Way of the cross. Do we really think this is as far as we need to go into Him when we look at the early disciples and see all that Christ required of them? If you have been apprehended you know in your spirit if He is calling you on. It may not be in the words of the language you speak, because He often speaks without words, but you know. He’s asking if you will take up your cross and follow Him.

Those that think being a Christian is about knowing Jesus died on the cross so we don’t have to, don’t realize what He shows us as we move on and grow up in Him, that He died on the cross so WE CAN TOO! He is transforming us OUT OF our sinful nature and INTO His nature. And it happens here on earth in this life.

The further you go and grow you will discover that one of the first things nailed to your cross is your ‘religion’. You may not think you’re even religious, but He’ll show you how you are and in what areas of your life.

What else gets nailed to your cross? What doesn’t? But since you asked a short list would be:jesus12

  • your values
  • your friendships
  • your relationships
  • your bank account
  • your spiritual beliefs
  • your spiritual gifts
  • your ministry

and more…

Obviously this doesn’t happen all at once, and many of these are not as difficult for some as for others. There isn’t any way of knowing (which is a good thing) how deep the pain and suffering of your death will go. If you truly want to worship Him in spirit and in truth, be like Him as He is and want nothing in your life to be more important to you than Him, than you have to go this way. There is no other way deeper into Him.

I would like to hear what the Lord is doing in you. It gives me encouragement when I’m struggling. It gives me hope when I’m down.

Have you counted the cost? Will you pick up your cross? Have you already? What has your experience been to follow after Him? What has been nailed and crucified on your cross?

This is a vision given to Bill Britton many years ago. When I first read it, it ministered to me of the yoke of righteousness and I knew it was the way of the cross. Many are called to it, but few are chosen and even fewer, having made it through the narrow gate, continue on the narrow path. Those that have learned the Lord’s love and faithfulness and have kept the faith until the end, they are the fully matured ones.

Those who have made it this far have overcome. They will not be hurt by the second death. They will truly glorify the Lord.

May it bless you.

horses22The Harness of the Lord

There is a terrific operation of the Spirit going on today to bring the Sons of God into an absolute confinement to the perfect will of God. This is the Day of His Preparation, the day in which He is preparing the channel through which He shall pour forth His Glory for all the world to see. This channel is His Body in the earth, that glorious company of people who are being conformed through much tribulation and fiery tests to the Image of the Son of God. This is His “battle axe and weapons of war” with which He shall subdue kingdoms and overcome all His enemies. This is His “mighty and strong One” to whom He shall commit the work of judging this world. This is His Overcomer, His “Great army” with which He shall bring the nations into submission. The weapons of their warfare are not carnal, natural weapons, but they are mighty weapons, mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds. These are those who shall “be strong and do exploits.”

But before God can commit this great and tremendous ministry into their hands, they must submit themselves to the discipline of the Lord, letting Him truly be the Lord of their entire lives. We have long since dealt with the question of open sin, but now God is dealing with the inward rebellion of our own wills. Some good Christians are not now being so dealt with, for they are not in this First fruits Company, but nevertheless there is a real dealing of God going on within those who are called into the High Calling of God. This is a very real thing, and is the work of the Refiner’s Fire. To those who are going through it, some of its aspects are horrible, but very necessary, and the end result thereof is glorious as we are brought into absolute and complete submission to the will of our Lord.

It was in a minister’s conference and convention in Tulsa, Oklahoma that God gave me a vision which I want to share with you concerning this harnessing of our own wills. There were more than 30 ministers present in this particular Thursday morning service, and God, the Father of spirits, was present to deal with His sons, to correct them and discipline them to absolute obedience to His will. There was such a stern dealing in the Spirit that no one could go to the pulpit and minister, there was a reluctance among the ministers to say anything except that which was directly ordered by the Spirit. And as those men of God sat there in the awesome presence of Almighty God, some of them having many years of ministry, some missionaries, all of them capable of getting up and preaching a powerful sermon, I was impressed by the way they responded to the discipline of the Spirit. And in the midst of this terrific dealing of God with out spirits, the Holy Ghost gave me a vision.

I Saw the King’s Carriage

On a dirt road in the middle of a wide field stood a beautiful carriage, something on the order of a stagecoach, but all edged in gold, and with beautiful carvings. It was pulled by six large chestnut horses, two in the lead, two in the middle and two in the rear. But they were not moving, they were not pulling the carriage, and I wondered why. Then I saw the driver underneath the carriage, on the ground on his back, just behind the last two horses’ heels, working on something between the front wheels of the carriage. I thought, “My, he is in a dangerous place; for if one of those horses kicked or stepped back, they could kill him, or if they decided to go forward, or got frightened somehow, they would pull the carriage right over him.” But he didn’t seem afraid, for he knew that those horses were disciplined and would not move till he told them to move. The horses were not stamping their feet nor acting restless, and though there were bells on their feet, the bells were not tinkling. There were pom-poms on their harness over their heads, but the pom-poms were not moving. They were simply standing still and quiet, waiting for the voice of the Master.

There were Two Young Colts in the Fieldhorses42

As I watched the harnessed horses, I noticed two young colts coming out of the open field, and they approached the carriage and seemed to say to the horses: “Come and play with us, we have many fine games, we will race with you, come catch us.” And with that the colts kicked up their heels, flicked their tails and raced across the open field. But when they looked back and saw the horses were not following, they were puzzled. They knew nothing of harnesses, and could not understand why the horses did not want to play. So they called to them: “Why do you not race with us? Are you tired? Are you too weak? Do you not have strength to run? You are much too solemn, you need more joy in life.” But the horses answered not a word, nor did they stamp their feet or toss their heads. But they stood, quiet and still, waiting for the voice of the Master.

Again the colts called to them: “Why do you stand so in the hot sun? Come over here in the shade of this nice tree. See how green the grass is? You must be hungry, come and feed with us, it is so green and so good. You look thirsty, come drink of one of our many streams of cool clear water.” But the horses answered them with not so much as a glance, but stood still, waiting for the command to go forward with the King.

Colts in the Master’s Corral

And then the scene changed, and I saw lariat nooses fall around the necks of the two colts, and they were led off to the Master’s corral for training and discipline. How sad they were as the lovely green fields disappeared, and they were put into the confinement of the Corral with its brown dirt and high fence. The colts ran from fence to fence, seeking freedom, but found that they were confined to this place of training. And then the Trainer began to work on them, with his Whip and His Bridle. What a death for those who had been all their lives accustomed to such a freedom! They could not understand the reason for this torture, this terrible discipline. What great crime had they done to deserve this? Little did they know of the responsibility that was to be theirs when they had submitted to the discipline, learned to perfectly obey the Master, and finished their training. All they knew was that this processing was the most horrible thing they had ever known.

horses11Submission and Rebellion

One of the colts rebelled under the training, and said, “This is not for me. I like my freedom, my green hills, my flowing streams of fresh water. I will not take any more of this confinement, this terrible training.” So he found a way out, jumped the fence and ran happily back to the meadows of grass. And I was astonished that the Master let him go, and went not after him. But He devoted His attention to the remaining colt. This colt, though he had the same opportunity to escape, decided to submit his own will, and learn the ways of the Master. And the training got harder than ever, but he was rapidly learning more and more how to obey the slightest wish of the Master, and to respond to even the quietness of His voice. And I saw that had there been no training, no testing, there would have been neither submission nor rebellion from either of the colts. For in the field they did not have the choice to rebel or submit, they were sinless in their innocence. But when brought to the place of testing and training and discipline, then was made manifest the obedience of one and the rebellion that lay hidden in the heart of the other. And though it seemed safer not to come to the place of discipline because of the risk of being found rebellious, yet I saw that without this there could be no sharing of His glory, no Sonship.

Into the Harness

Finally this period of training was over. Was he now rewarded with his freedom, and sent back to the fields? Oh no. But a greater confinement than ever now took place, as a harness dropped about his shoulders. Now he found there was not even the freedom to run about the small corral, for in the harness he could only move where and when his Master spoke. And unless the Master spoke, he stood still.

The scene changed, and I saw the other colt standing on the side of a hill, nibbling at some grass. Then across the fields, down the road came the King’s carriage, drawn by six horses. With amazement he saw that in the lead, on the right side, was his brother colt, now made strong and mature on the good corn in the Master’s stable. He saw the lovely pom-poms shaking in the wind, noticed the glittering gold bordered harness about his brother, heard the beautiful tinkling of the bells on his feet. and envy came into his heart. Thus he complained to himself: “Why has my brother been so honored, and I am neglected? They have not put bells on my feet, nor pom-poms on my head. The Master has not given me the wonderful responsibility of pulling His carriage, nor put about me the golden harness. Why have they chosen my brother instead of me?” And by the Spirit the answer came back to me as I watched. “Because one submitted to the will and discipline of the Master, and one rebelled, thus has one been chosen and the other set aside.”

A Famine in the Land

Then I saw a great drought sweep across the countryside, and the green grass became dead, dry, brown and brittle. The little streams of water dried up, stopped flowing, and there was only a small muddy puddle here and there. I saw the little colt (I was amazed that it never seemed to grow or mature) as he ran here and there, across the fields looking for fresh streams and green pastures, finding none. Still he ran, seemingly in circles, always looking for something to feed his famished spirit. But there was a famine in the land, and the rich green pastures and flowing streams of yesterday were not to be had. And one day the colt stood on the hillside on weak and wobbly legs, wondering where to go next to find food, and how to get strength to go. Seemed like there was no use, for good food and flowing streams were a thing of the past, and all the efforts to find more only taxed his waning strength. Suddenly he saw the King’s carriage coming down the road, pulled by six great horses. And he saw his brother, fat and strong, muscles rippling, sleek and beautiful with much grooming. His heart was amazed and perplexed, and he cried out: “My brother, where do you find the food to keep you strong and fat in these days of famine? I have run everywhere in my freedom, searching for food, and I find none. Where do you, in your awful confinement, find food in this time of drought? Tell me, please, for I must know!” And then the answer came back from a voice filled with victory and praise: “In my Master’s House, there is a secret place in the confining limitations of His stables where He feeds me by His own hand, and His granaries never run empty, and His well never runs dry.” And with this the Lord made me to know that in the day when people are weak and famished in their spirits in the time of spiritual famine, that those who have lost their own wills, and have come into the secret place of the most High, into the utter confinement of His perfect will, shall have plenty of the corn of Heaven, and a never ending flow of fresh streams of revelation by His Spirit. Thus the vision ended.

Interpretation of the Vision

“Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it (Habakkuk 2:2).” “Harness the horses: and get up, ye horsemen (Jeremiah 46:4).” I’m sure that many of you who can hear what the Spirit saith to the Church, have already seen what God was showing in the vision. But let me make it plain.

Being born into the Family of God, feeding in the green pastures and drinking of the many streams of the unfolding revelation of His purposes is fine and wonderful. But it is not enough. While we were children, young, undisciplined, limited only by the outer fence of the Law that ran around the limits of the pastures (that kept us from getting into the dark pastures of poison weeds), He was content to watch us develop and grow into young manhood, spiritually speaking. But the time came to those who fed in His pastures, and drank at His streams, when they were to be brought into discipline or “child-training” for the purpose of making them mature Sons. Many of the children today cannot understand why some of those who have put on the harness of God cannot get excited by the many religious games and the playful antics of the immature. They wonder why the disciplined ones run not after every new revelation or feed on every opportunity to engage in seemingly “good and profitable” religious activities. They wonder why some will not race with them in their frantic efforts to build great works and great and notable ministries. They cannot understand the simple fact that this Company of saints is waiting for the voice of the Master, and they do not hear God in all this outward activity. They will move in their time, when the Master speaks. But not before, though many temptations come from the playful colts. And the colts cannot understand why those who seemingly appear to have great abilities and strength are not putting it to good use. “Get the carriage on the road,” they say, but the disciplined ones, those in God’s harness, know better than to move before they hear the voice of the Master. They will move in their time, with great purpose, and great responsibility.clydesdales3

And the Lord made me to know that there were many whom He had brought into training who had rebelled against the discipline, the chastising of the Father. And they could not be trusted with the great responsibility of mature Sonship, so he let them go back to their freedom, back to their religious activities and revelations and gifts. They are still His people, still feeding in His pastures, but He has set them aside from the great purposes for the end of the age. So they revel in their freedom, feeling that they are the Chosen ones with the many streams of living water, not knowing that they have been set aside as unfit for His great work in this end of the Age.

And He showed me that though the chastising seemeth grievous for the time, and the discipline hard to endure, yet the result with all the glory of Sonship is worth it all, and the glory to follow far exceeds the suffering we endure. And though some lose even their lives in this training, yet they will share alike in the glory of His eternal purposes. So faint not, saints of God, for it is the Lord that doth bring thee into confinement, and not thine enemy. It is for thy good, and for His glory, so endure all things with praises and thanksgiving that He hath counted thee worthy to share His glory! Fear thou not the whip in His hand, for it is not to punish thee, but to correct and train thee, that thou mightest come into submission to His will, and be found in His likeness in that Hour. Rejoice thou in thy trials, in all thy tribulations, and glory thou in His cross, and in the confining limitations of His harness, for He hath chosen thee, and He hath taken upon Himself the responsibility of keeping thee strong and well fed, so lean thou upon Him, and trust not in thin own ability and thine own understanding. So shalt thou be fed, and His hand shall be upon thee, and His glory shall overshadow thee and shall flow through thee as it goes forth to cover the earth. Glory to God! Bless the Lord, He’s wonderful! Let Him be Lord of your life, friends, and complain not at that which He bringeth to pass in your life.

Plenty in the Time of Famine

For in the hour when famine sweeps the land, He shall feed by His own hand those who are submitted to His perfect will, and who dwell in the secret place of the Most High. When terror stalks the land, those in His harness shall not be afraid, for they shall feel His bit and bridle and know the guidance of His Spirit. When others are weak and frail and fearful, there shall be those who shall be strong in the power of His might, and shall lack for no good thing. In the hour when the traditions of the religious systems have proven false, and their streams have dried up, then His Chosen ones shall speak forth with the true Word of the Lord. So rejoice, Sons of God, that you have been chosen by His grace for this great work in this last hour.

The fence which kept the colts in their own meadows and their own pastures mean nothing to the team in the harness, for the gates open to them, and they go forth pulling the king’s carriage into many strange and wonderful places. They do not stop to eat the poison weeds of sin, for they feed only in the Master’s stable. These fields they trample under their feet as they go forth on the King’s business. And so to those who are brought into absolute subjection to His will, there is no Law. For they move in the Grace of God, led only by His Spirit where all things are lawful but not all things are expedient. This is a dangerous realm for the undisciplined, and many have perished in sin as they leaped over the fence without His harness and His bridle. Some have thought of themselves as being completely harnessed and submissive to Him, only to find that in some avenue of their life there dwelled rebellion and self-will. Let us wait before Him until He puts His noose around us and draws us to His place of training. And let us learn of the dealings of God and the movings of His Spirit until at last we feel His harness drop about us, and hear His voice guiding us. Then there is safety from the traps and pitfalls of sin, and then shall we abide in His house forever!

by Bill Britton

from http://www.dimensionsoftruth.org/bill_britton/eagles2.html

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